As human beings, I believe that all of us are made
with a certain capacity to be people of passion. There’s a certain fire that burns inside our
core that makes us give ourselves, our energies and our attention over to
things or people with a certain focus and drive. You see it in the ways little children are so
fixed in their gaze at when they are playing with their toys or these days,
their internet driven devices. The world
could be falling apart around them and it wouldn’t tear their attention away
from the object of their desire. Adults
are really no different in the ways that they can be so attuned to what
delights, fascinates and thrills them.
As well, many in life are just as bothered, worried and filled with
anxieties with their problems and issues, causing them to be so focused on them
that it adversely affects the way they live and the relationships that they
have. In good ways and in bad ways, we
are invariably passionate people.
It is no coincidence that the week before
Easter has another name, Passion Week, apart from the other more used
nomenclature of Holy Week. Passion week
starts from Passion Sunday, which is also called Palm Sunday. It marks Jesus’ final and strangely
triumphant entry into the beloved city of Jerusalem. It is strangely triumphant because although he
arrives as a leader, his status and mode of transport is so understated that it
seems strikingly counterintuitive. Not riding
proudly on the back of a regal Stallion or a majestic elephant decked out in
the colours of royalty, but rather on a back of a beast of burden and one that
is not known for any semblance of intelligence – a donkey or an ass. This choice is deliberate because it
underlines the attitude of humility that is sine qua non for the way Jesus
leads, loves and overpowers the hitherto unconquerable bastion of sin, evil and
death.
I much prefer the name Passion Week over that
of Holy Week because it gives us an entry point as Christians into the heart of
Christ - something that we don’t do often enough and seriously enough. If we do not regularly take time to peer into
the heart of Christ, our hearts will not be beating in tandem with his. When we are only hearing the beat of the
drums of the world, they will be beating out of sync with the heartbeat of Christ. Where was Jesus’ heart at? What was his Passion? What drove him to be so dedicated to His
cause? What was his cause? What was he enamoured with? Whom was he enamoured of?
These questions are not only good to ponder,
but also very necessary if we truly intend to be the disciples of Jesus, and
not contented to merely pay him lip service.
Wanting what Jesus has and truly being besotted, beguiled and captivated
by this is what is going to change the way our entire world pivots. It is one thing being attentive to the laws
of God and ticking all the boxes of the teachings of the Church. But it is when we love what Christ loves with
his entire life (causing him to go to the Cross for it) that we truly raise the
bar of our faith. The gospel text that
featured the rich young man’s encounter with Jesus becomes then the paradigm of
most of us in the way that we live as Christians. As far as the commandments went, he was
probably an All-Star player. But he
lacked one thing – complete commitment to God.
This was articulated by Jesus in asking him to divest of himself of his
material wealth. We need to interpret
this with care though – at the heart of this was Jesus’ silent question - “Where is your deepest passion?” At that point in time, the young man knew
that his love for God was not as strong as his love for his possessions,
causing him to turn around and walk away.
But notice Jesus’ response to his turned back – Jesus looked at him, and
loved him.
God’s love for us is truly unconditional no
matter how many times we turn our back to him.
But he continues to beckon, to invite, to draw, to entice and to
call. The core of Passion Week’s purpose
is this - to show us how incessant and deep Jesus’ love for his Father was, so
that we watch not just as passive by-standers, but that we somehow get ‘infected’
and smitten by the same way Jesus was for his Father. After all, if this love was what saved the
world through his fidelity to His Father, being similarly enamoured of and
passionate about not just the same thing, but the same Person will align our
hearts with Jesus’.
Passion Week is a very apt time for us to tune
in to what we are passionate about in life, and what truly drives our hearts’
desire. Our journeying with Jesus on
Good Friday ought to imagine him asking us, like the way he asked that rich
young man, if we are willing to let go of what owns us, take up our cross, and
follow him. He was asking that man if his
love for God went beyond mere commandment adherence.
Only we will know if we are truly passionate about
loving God or if we are only passionate about what this loving God can do for
us.