St Paul wrote in his letter to the Philippians (3:8) “I consider
everything a loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my
Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things.
I consider them garbage, that I may gain Christ.”
Our modern day minds have trouble grasping the depth of what he was
saying. Can one truly hold the knowledge
of Christ with such esteem that everything else can be considered garbage as
compared to the treasure of knowing Christ?
If this is so, perhaps most of us have yet to appreciate Christ at any
level close to that of St Paul. We prize
so much the joys, thrills and excitement of this world, and we love ourselves
far more than we do God.
Our faith tells us that Christ’s victory over sin and death is our
greatest hope in life. But I think that
many of us may in fact be living each day without realizing the riches that we
have inherited through the grace of our baptism in the Lord. It may well be that we will only truly
appreciate the absolute treasure of our salvation only when we finally take our
last breath.
Meanwhile, as we live with the various challenges that we face here
in this life, we find ourselves living in that state of ‘gia ma non ancora’,
which is Italian for ‘already but not yet’.
This is a theological concept of understanding the Kingdom of God where
though we know that the realm of God is seen in his sovereign right to rule, it
will only be truly entered into fully in the future. So, the kingdom of God is both a present and
a future reality.
I don’t think we struggle with the future bit. We all tend to have a natural tendency to
want to look beyond the valleys that we are in, as we gaze toward the greener
pastures that lie over the ranges that seem to limit our horizons in life. After all, very few of us can say with
confidence that we are already living in a state of being fully in the eternal
joys that heaven promises. But many, if
not most, are mired somewhat in our daily toils and labours, or perhaps just
barely coping to make it through each day without giving in to its variegated
struggles and temptations.
How does one live in a state of being energized constantly by the
great hope that our salvation in Christ accords us? Is it at all possible to live on such ‘high
octane’ Christianity that no setbacks, however large, are going to find us
flagging in zeal? Is that mere wishful
thinking?
St Paul, as scripture reveals, had such a dynamic encounter with the
Lord on that road to Damascus.
Undoubtedly, it was pivotally germane to how convinced he was about the
resurrection, redirecting his whole life after he saw again anew. And therein perhaps, lies the key to what
made Paul see as garbage the things that most of us hanker for in life. He first had to fall (and not from a horse,
as some paintings deem to portray). Then
blindness came upon him. He had to
undergo a restoration of his sight. It
was only then that he made a complete turn in the direction of his life, and
preached the good news of the Risen Lord.
Most of us do not have such vivid encounters with God to shift the
very ground of our lives anew. Our
compasses in life are seldom so dramatically recalibrated.
So where does this leave us?
We know Paul’s conviction was so clear and that was what enabled him to
be so driven, so passionate and so convinced about his mission. People who I speak to, and who are readers of
this blog effort of mine often tell me that I give them encouragement and hope
in their struggles to live the Christian life.
But what if the person reading this only sees the darkness and has no
powerful encounter to see her through to live in a renewed hope? I know that I am truly blessed to have been
given such faith to live out my dark days without letting them lead me to
despair and anguish. What of the many
others who cannot seem to see any sliver linings beyond the edges of the grey
clouds, simply because the edges are beyond one’s horizons?
This is where our faith truly comes in. Faith to believe that no matter how much
adversity one faces in life, that the promise of the sovereignty of God
ultimately will reign supreme. This is
after all, what our baptism in Christ gives us – a hope beyond what our eyes
can see.
When we are able to appreciate anew over and over again the true
riches that lie in store for us, the troubles that we face become less
insurmountable and less overwhelming.
Looking anew at what greatness our hope has in store for us is much like
knowing that in fact, we do have a real treasure that is yet to be fully
seen.
Sometime in April 2014, in a house in Toulouse, France, a painting
was found in the attic of a home, and the owners had no inkling that they had it
in their possession until they went there to fix a leak in the ceiling. This painting, it is believed, was by the
great Italian Renaissance painter Caravaggio and could be worth around 120
million Euros.
I don’t know which part of the story is more intriguing – that such
a masterpiece was actually preserved in someone’s attic without them even
knowing of its existence, or that there are actually people who are clueless
about the riches that they have.
The promise of our salvation in Christ makes us rich beyond
words. It is kept in the faith of our
hearts, and some of us may have it stored so well in our attics that we don’t
even realise the priceless treasure that we have. And you can be sure that its beauty may well
make an earthly masterpiece seem like garbage – even if it may be an authentic
Caravaggio.
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