As I was sitting in the sanctuary at Sunday’s liturgy yesterday,
listening intently to the wonderfully detailed description of the river of life
as described in the first reading from the Book of the Prophet Ezekiel, I
relished in the detail that was unfolding before us, and really hoped that the
listening congregation would pay active (as opposed to passive) attention to
the great hope that lay in this portrayal of divine intervention leading to a
renewal beyond imagination.
This water that passed from under the Temple flowed, as we are told,
into the eastern district down upon the Arabah, making it fresh. This simple statement would make little
impression on anyone if there were not first a basic lesson of geography, which
exposes something miraculous taking place in this biblical passage. The Arabah is a section of the Jordan rift
valley with one end being the Sea of Galilee in the north (an inland large
lake, actually) and the Dead Sea at the other southern end. A well
known fact is that the Dead Sea is thus named simply because it is a salt
saturated lake in which no living being can live, let alone sink. Anyone having the wonderful opportunity to
visit the area and blessed with the chance of physically entering the Dead Sea
should take advantage of this if only to test out the claims that one’s
buoyancy become greatly enhanced in a body of water that is extremely dense due
to its salinity. I have always had
trouble with floating naturally in the swimming pool, and have envied people
who could just fall asleep lying on their backs in the water. But when I had the opportunity to enter the waters
of the Dead Sea, I found myself floating on my back without any trouble, save
that of being sedulous that not a drop of that saturated saline water should
enter my eyes. Woe to you should you
have the slightest broken skin if you enter these waters. The sting is almost unbearable.
It is with this very vivid experience that anyone encountering the
text from Ezekiel would be amazed and awed at the promise of hope and a great
reversal of what is found in the physical geography of the region. That the waters that emerge from the temple
should be so life-giving that it makes these waters of the Arabah not only teem
with life, but that these waters themselves should become something which give
growth to the surrounding flora, making their leaves medicinal. There is no sign of life in these parts of
the land. To hold firmly to the hope
that scripture brings not only to the land, but more significantly, to the
parched and lifeless hearts that many of us have is the hope that God gives
those who dare to trust in him despite what befalls us in life.
There are far more lifeless deserts within us than there are in the
Arabah. Those areas in our lives where
we have seen relationships dry up and shrivel due to our unwillingness to
forgive and bury hatchets are only a small but real example. We may have been so unwilling to give up past
hurts with the false pretext that keeping these wounds alive gives us a sense
of superiority. But if we are to live in
the promise of new life that Our Lord gives us in his incarnation and good news
of salvation, we should be able to wait with great anticipation for that stream
of fresh waters that flow out from him into the Arabahs of our hearts.
And once these waters renew our hitherto lifeless deserts within us,
we can become sources of life for those around us where our fruit will be good
to eat, and the plants around our hearts, medicinal.
Just recently I was pointing out to someone (very close to me) about how we tend to hold on to past hurts in order ‘to feel superior to the one that has offended us’ – just as you have stated. I too have fallen into this trap on many occasions.
ReplyDeleteBy and by though, we end up hurting ourselves, really. Instead of the expansion of the self there is a contraction; a shriveling up.
I think of the God-Man on the cross, and how for my sake He took upon Himself all the sins of the world – and realize my smallness, my nothingness. And then it becomes blindingly apparent that the ‘hurts’ that I have clung so tightly to are His to take: if only we would let go of them.
God bless you, Fr. Luke